Why am I attracted to someone?
who is my complete opposite? This is the thought that won't let me sleep tonight.
I've been laying here thinking about this. The only thing that I can come up with that we are alike in, is our intelligence. We are both very smart people. But we don't have any of the same interests. He doesn't watch TV, he doesn't get online, we listen to totally different music. Yet, I want him. Is it just for the fact that I have not fucked anyone in over 15 months now? I've messed around, but no actual intercourse. It's driving me crazy. I could easily get laid if I wanted, but I really don't want to mess up a friendship. I think it would because I would back way off from this person who I know wouldn't mind helping me with my problem. But this other person... It will happen, but WHEN????
Ok, maybe I can go to sleep now.
I've been laying here thinking about this. The only thing that I can come up with that we are alike in, is our intelligence. We are both very smart people. But we don't have any of the same interests. He doesn't watch TV, he doesn't get online, we listen to totally different music. Yet, I want him. Is it just for the fact that I have not fucked anyone in over 15 months now? I've messed around, but no actual intercourse. It's driving me crazy. I could easily get laid if I wanted, but I really don't want to mess up a friendship. I think it would because I would back way off from this person who I know wouldn't mind helping me with my problem. But this other person... It will happen, but WHEN????
Ok, maybe I can go to sleep now.
posted by Joi, who else? @ 4:54 AM
1 Comments:
At October 15, 2005 11:53 PM,
Joi, who else? said…
Steph, I finally fell asleep about 6 this morning, until 9:30, and here it is almost midnight and I am still awake, have to work in the morning. Still need to put some things together to do a business presentation tomorrow night!
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